Monday, February 1, 2010


love: [luhv] noun, verb, loved, lov-ing


a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

Have you ever had that moment when you realise how self-centered you actually are? For me that moment hit this morning. And it wasn't a quietly creep up on you kind of thing. It was defiantly a hit you square between the eyes, momentary blindness thing. 

Last year I was pregnant. I was allowed to be totally self absorbed, right? And besides, I wasn't completely unaware of what was happening outside of my own little bubble. I spent many a night laying awake worrying about you. Yes, you. 
My darling friend. Your last year was heart breakingly, gut wrenchingly horrible. And whilst you were in my thoughts often, I don't recall ever taking any action to make your day a little more bright. I am so incredibly sorry. I love you much more then you could possibly know. 

Unfortunalty I can't go back and do those days over. But I can make you smile today.


Sojourner said...

Smile? You made me cry!! :) Didn't believe something so sweet was written for me... and for the record, I've never thought you were self absorbed!!

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