12 week body transformation.

I've signed up to do the Michelle Bridges 12 week body transformation.

I am completely 100% terrified.

I am afraid I won't be able to push through and do it.

I am afraid it will be to hard.

I am afraid I will fail.

I want to succeed so bad.

I want to be one of the success stories.

I want my boyfriend to notice the results.

I don't want to lose weight but still be skinny fat.

I want to firm up, tone up and change my lifestyle for the better.

As I typed that last line I was reminded that a friend of mine has been talking a lot lately about 'better'. That sometimes best isn't actually an option. But we can chose the better option. 

At the end of the 12 weeks I may not have the best body at the beach, but my life WILL be better.

my mind will be better

my body will look better

my body will feel better

my fitness will be better

my energy will be better

therefore my children's mother will be better

The bottom.

What's it look like from the top?

I can't tell you, but I can tell you what it looks like from the bottom.

I paid a little visit there last week.

It was not exactly a fun experience.

But I'm slowly crawly back up. Defiantly not anywhere near ideal functioning yet.

Head is off the ground.

It's a start right?

Yeah, let's say it is.